Scattered Sunbeams

I reach out to touch you

But I have to make do

With the dregs of a memory

I long to bask in your warmth

But it eludes me

And I am left with only scattered sunbeams

My mind tells me that

I cannot live without you

But I will not live with you

I am unable to let you go

To do the right thing

My heart will not tear away

So, I wait

And I pray

And I cling to faith